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The sun is killing me. I HATE the sun. I rather be in Alaska. Just kidding. I wish all the days could be rainy... would be awesome. I enjoy so much the rain, it's not so cold and not so hot. In the middle... Lately I've been seen the days different. I don't know what it is... I'm gonna say it, but surely you're going to think that I got this from the internet but I swear I didn't...
Lately, when I woke up, I stay in bed a little bit and I see trought my window the threes and the sky. The threes are so green and the Sky seem so blue, the clouds look so white and close as if it where so close... then I go to lay on the couch and think. Am I doing well? Sometimes I feel so out of place... like I don't belong here, have you felt this way? I always wonder if everything I do is right for my future. I don't work or study. I just take care of my grandmother... I say is mean while she get's better but do I want to go out ? do I wanna go back to normal life? Like it is suppoused to be? I mean, I should be studying, making my future, but I couldn't study because I don't have enough money... I should be working, but mi last experience on work... is  not so good. people are mean and doesn't understand you. You really work for everything to be okay but sometimes it doesn't is enough; like you have to be ambicious I guess, to want to stay in a place so bad that you'll do anything... oh. life is so hard. IDK what I'm waiting for, I'm just here at my home always... well, lately I've been going out with my friends which is a good thing but; they have things to do like study but then again I feel like I have nothing..........
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